mmm... life... yum...
Yeah, I'm in a fairly good mood right now despite my lack of sleep last night due to the BLAST I had! and the caffiene lol.
But yeah, totally random subject change: people make me so mad!!! correction: liars make me so mad!!! and cheaters and players. I wanna tell, anonymously if anything, to give a warning, to let them in, but i think that would be crossing the line. That's territory I dont want to enter. Not because it shouldn't be entered (is that correct grammer? lol) but moreso because the reprecussions of crossing that line could be detramental to my life and possibly to others as well... okay maybe not life like they will die but it will sure mess things up, but then again keeping it to myself would be messing things up too. So I'm screwed either way. How did I get myself into this predicament? oh that's right, i remember, I trusted you! big mistake numero uno! This so totally sucks... like I want to just forgive and forget like my adult self knows that I should, but then you won't learn! you'll do it again! if not to me, then to some other unsuspecting chica. I can't let that happen, but that's not my life. I wanna step in, I really do but I shouldn't. I just need to worry about myself. Well at least for a while. Look at me - saying "you" like the person that should be reading this would even care to know about this site. Right. I'm not jealous anymore. That's a good sign. That's a sign of maturity (or apathy but either of which is fine with me right now lol)
So anyway... I really am in a good mood despite the previous vent/rant/whatever. I just needed to get that out there. for what reason, i do not know. Well I need to sleep if I'm going to get up for church tomorrow morn! G'night all and sweet dreams! Much love!
But yeah, totally random subject change: people make me so mad!!! correction: liars make me so mad!!! and cheaters and players. I wanna tell, anonymously if anything, to give a warning, to let them in, but i think that would be crossing the line. That's territory I dont want to enter. Not because it shouldn't be entered (is that correct grammer? lol) but moreso because the reprecussions of crossing that line could be detramental to my life and possibly to others as well... okay maybe not life like they will die but it will sure mess things up, but then again keeping it to myself would be messing things up too. So I'm screwed either way. How did I get myself into this predicament? oh that's right, i remember, I trusted you! big mistake numero uno! This so totally sucks... like I want to just forgive and forget like my adult self knows that I should, but then you won't learn! you'll do it again! if not to me, then to some other unsuspecting chica. I can't let that happen, but that's not my life. I wanna step in, I really do but I shouldn't. I just need to worry about myself. Well at least for a while. Look at me - saying "you" like the person that should be reading this would even care to know about this site. Right. I'm not jealous anymore. That's a good sign. That's a sign of maturity (or apathy but either of which is fine with me right now lol)
So anyway... I really am in a good mood despite the previous vent/rant/whatever. I just needed to get that out there. for what reason, i do not know. Well I need to sleep if I'm going to get up for church tomorrow morn! G'night all and sweet dreams! Much love!