summer of 04 to winter of 05
Tears pierce my eyes, stabbing with cold
my body aches from life and start to feel old.
I still doubt love in the image of life
I think its time I leave; time to take flight
I’m choking on nothing but I swear there is something
I’m dying in the this world. I’m dying for some girl
I wish I wasn’t me, I wish I was strong and brave
like the heroes in our dreams a in our younger days
breathing summer air while walking bare foot down the road
going wild through the nights we forgot what we were told
regrets were nowhere in site, pain was still unfamiliar to us
late night swimming in dark lakes under the sky that one day we’d touch
piercing tears blur my site and I think about these times
I took it all away from my self when I inhaled these lines
white powder stinging my nose, my brain, eyes and throat.
In that basement is where I forgot who I was and any hint of hope
wishing I was gone, wishing I was never borne
I feel my heart burst and my soul was torn
its been tough, its been a hard year
my heart still hurts a little here and there
but my time has grown up and so have I
now I’m alive and I never want to die
things will get better, and return to the way they were
just how she returned to me and I to her
my body aches from life and start to feel old.
I still doubt love in the image of life
I think its time I leave; time to take flight
I’m choking on nothing but I swear there is something
I’m dying in the this world. I’m dying for some girl
I wish I wasn’t me, I wish I was strong and brave
like the heroes in our dreams a in our younger days
breathing summer air while walking bare foot down the road
going wild through the nights we forgot what we were told
regrets were nowhere in site, pain was still unfamiliar to us
late night swimming in dark lakes under the sky that one day we’d touch
piercing tears blur my site and I think about these times
I took it all away from my self when I inhaled these lines
white powder stinging my nose, my brain, eyes and throat.
In that basement is where I forgot who I was and any hint of hope
wishing I was gone, wishing I was never borne
I feel my heart burst and my soul was torn
its been tough, its been a hard year
my heart still hurts a little here and there
but my time has grown up and so have I
now I’m alive and I never want to die
things will get better, and return to the way they were
just how she returned to me and I to her