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Ive only been to swim practice 3 times this week. Its pretty pathetic. Sometimes its hard to deal with as I think how badly I want to get a second swim at conferences and how my current dediction doesnt help matters. I telll myself that its just this week for slacking off on swimming and then until feb. 18th its every single practice as hard as I can. My plan is to make big strides over winter break, because it seems like in the past, i usually slow down in comparison to people before the break and then catch up to them after the break. we'll see