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idk what went wrong or where it went wrong...i dont know what im gonna do about next year in band...i really want to be drum major...but i know that it wont happen b/c i opened my mouth one to many times...i could do guard but i dont like spinning rifle that much...could go back to mello but i prolly wont...tenor isnt an option b/c ms.h wont let us have a million tenors...i odnt know what to do...now im trying out for buccs guard...i hope i get a spot and everyone has said that i prolly will but idk...greg (the instructor) said they were only takin like 28 people...i just dont know what i want to do with my life...i feel like ive been driving through my life on auto pilot and just goin where ever a computer tells me to go...the drama department is full...i hate people...i really do...she just cant be quiet and leave me alone...so what if i picked another girl over her...doesnt matter...its not like i am gonna marry the girl...i just wish i had payed atttention to the things that mattered...now im in a position that i really dont want to be in...back to the band thing btw...the staff can basically put me wherever they want to put me...except percussion...i mean i can march alomost everything...kinda makes me4 mad that i have done all that...but oh well...i just need to suck it up and deal...now i get to go work on a stupid grad project...to all those who care thank you and to those who dont...SUCK IT UP! nate