so far, so good.....
Well, its now 8:54 pm and all ive added to my daily intake is a big glass of green tea served over ice with splenda........ 0 calories!!!!!
Yeahhh me!!!
I made my b/f homemade, big, fluffy pancakes with tonnes of syrup and butter AND a couple of pieces of homemade pepperoni, mushroom, extra cheese, THICK crust pizza that I had leftover from when I made dinner last night! OH my....what a HUGE run on sentence! lol....my bad!
See, I figure if I feed him EVERYTHING I love, then it won't be there for me to eat! :P
He asked me what I was doing on "you tube" earlier. I said, "watching ano videos"...
He actually said "why are you watching that shit? are you feeding your stupid delusion that you're fat?!" Hmmmmmmmmpppphhhhhhhhhhh.....the nerve! he just doesnt get it..! I guess he shouldn't get drunk and call me a "pudgy bitch"! or better yet, sit and watch while his best friend calls me "old, used up, and disgustingly fat!"
ALTHOUGH, to be fair to my b/f...he totally wrote off his best friend of several years and hasn't spoken with him in seven weeks because of it! He told me his friend took everything he knew to be my insecurities and fired them ALL at me at once out of jealousy of my relationship with my man! I totally know its true, but it still really hurts to hear things like that....
AAAHHH WELL! FUCK 'em! All the more reason to get where I wanna be :)
EXCELLENT....for the day, im finishing with a mere 245 cals.
I will knock myself out with sleeping pills so I can make it through the rest of evening (my worst temptation time!)
Yeahhh me!!!
I made my b/f homemade, big, fluffy pancakes with tonnes of syrup and butter AND a couple of pieces of homemade pepperoni, mushroom, extra cheese, THICK crust pizza that I had leftover from when I made dinner last night! OH my....what a HUGE run on sentence! lol....my bad!
See, I figure if I feed him EVERYTHING I love, then it won't be there for me to eat! :P
He asked me what I was doing on "you tube" earlier. I said, "watching ano videos"...
He actually said "why are you watching that shit? are you feeding your stupid delusion that you're fat?!" Hmmmmmmmmpppphhhhhhhhhhh.....the nerve! he just doesnt get it..! I guess he shouldn't get drunk and call me a "pudgy bitch"! or better yet, sit and watch while his best friend calls me "old, used up, and disgustingly fat!"
ALTHOUGH, to be fair to my b/f...he totally wrote off his best friend of several years and hasn't spoken with him in seven weeks because of it! He told me his friend took everything he knew to be my insecurities and fired them ALL at me at once out of jealousy of my relationship with my man! I totally know its true, but it still really hurts to hear things like that....
AAAHHH WELL! FUCK 'em! All the more reason to get where I wanna be :)
EXCELLENT....for the day, im finishing with a mere 245 cals.
I will knock myself out with sleeping pills so I can make it through the rest of evening (my worst temptation time!)