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What a week! I figured I was needing to update, so here I am. My brain hurts, I feel as though I have gained about forty thousand pounds and my kids are driving me freaking NUTS. I don't understand why the school would give them two days off only three days after they came back from spring break!
Anyhow, I wasn't home pretty much all week, last week. I stayed at my boyfriends' house cuz the kids were at their dads'. I didn't weigh myself AT ALL, he has no scale. I just ate like a pig. I gained a small amount of weight back, but not as bad as I thought.
Last night, I woke at like 4 am and ate about 7 or 8 cookies at 60 cals each.....WHY??!!
How fucking retarded is that? I was barely even concious! I am such an IDIOT!
I wonder why I feel the urge to have middle of the night binges when everyone is asleep. Does this happen to others as well? It's kinda like I'm almost sleepwalking. I'm not, but I just wake up RAVENOUS! Then I ate some sorta CRAP and fall right back to sleep. How depressing....
Anyhow, I wasn't home pretty much all week, last week. I stayed at my boyfriends' house cuz the kids were at their dads'. I didn't weigh myself AT ALL, he has no scale. I just ate like a pig. I gained a small amount of weight back, but not as bad as I thought.
Last night, I woke at like 4 am and ate about 7 or 8 cookies at 60 cals each.....WHY??!!
How fucking retarded is that? I was barely even concious! I am such an IDIOT!
I wonder why I feel the urge to have middle of the night binges when everyone is asleep. Does this happen to others as well? It's kinda like I'm almost sleepwalking. I'm not, but I just wake up RAVENOUS! Then I ate some sorta CRAP and fall right back to sleep. How depressing....