Interstellar (looks like a good movie).

Aug 13, 2007 16:01

I'm sorta depressed. It's an odd sort of depression though, I go from being really excited and happy about the day to really fucking hating it and not wanting to be motivated to do shit. One little snag unravels me completely. No support whatsoever will do that though. I need a band to fill this familyless void I suppose. My hands hurt now more than ever, so I'm diving into music way harder than before, drumming has become the one thing in life that's stayed there for me. Everyone else is at liberty to do otherwise, and usually whatever 'otherwise' happens to be it's a lot better than I. I am sad, literally sad, that she's gone to VA. I'm stupid for liking her, perfect example of the Buzzcocks' classic Ever Fallen In Love, but I guess that's what happens when I can make someone else happy and they the same for me. I'll live. I want to go to school soon, I could use some learnin's. That's pretty much it in a nut shell, oh and AIDSwhore told me "nobody even likes you" and that I should "get a life". I dont get it. I genuinely had MORE feelings for her before she said that, but she fucking ruined whatever we had going on there too. We coulda' been something, Jew. But you went and shit on it all.
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