Loving every minute.
What's happened has happened, we can't bring it back you said. I'm not the one giving up on the other, so excuse me, I'm feeling good when you're close to my heart, and terrible when you're with someone else. There's nothing I can do about it, I have feelings that tangle me up in my own confusion and lust. I cant think of anyone else being as important as you, you could be the only one in life like that. I'm too afraid to find out. The exact moment you told me you loved me back was the moment I knew I wouldn't be able to shake. A carefully placed wound. Bleeding out all of my time and energy, onto the floor for you to see. Seeing what a waste it could have been, realized too late that you've won something that you couldn't take home. It must be shameful to be this shameless. Like nothing before, or after... You were one beautiful night, made to last forever in me.