Holy shit.
I'm updating this thing. Pretty odd and shit. I am not sure why I am doing this, must be the stress getting to me finally or something as lame. Honestly, I am in a state of confusion. I don't get my own emotions towards this girl I know, it's something positive. I wouldn't mind it going a step further than being just friends, but what that entails I am certain we'd agree on everything. We'd support each others choices and shit... It looks like a perfect relationship and it certainly feels that way (the part that rips me up) when we're together. But I don't know what to believe. It's alright... Because me and her had a conversation about how all the true happy moments in life are brief and you can't bottle it or anything. It can't be captured. Maybe this brief union (in ways that I can't disclose) was an example to both of us on how we can truly be happy in life.
Yeah, this has been making me think a whole lot.
Yeah, this has been making me think a whole lot.