Aug 30, 2004 03:08
...can't sleep. Too much on my mind... it's so fucking weird that I'm not going to school tomorrow. I mean, all of my life... and now, I don't have to. I'm done. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that I don't have to get up at 7 every morning, rush around because I'm running late, drive to school (speeding), rush to class... I'm glad that I don't have to do all that bullshit! It's still just a little odd-feeling to me. It's... surreal!
This is what I've wanted, for as long as I can remember... to be able to continue to sleep while Christopher and Jessica are getting up, and going to their first, second, third, and even fourth hours! Damn, I would imagine that I'll even sleep some days til just before they get home from school. I mean, I recon I'll be working second or third shift, I'm a much happier person at night. Anyways.
Some crazy shit. Crazy crazy crazy.
I talked to Duane on the phone again tonight! ::blushes:: (fumbles for words to say) He's so dreamy! :-D
Apparently that's all I have to say about that. I can't really say much more. But for real, ::sigh:: he makes me feel so great about myself... damn! I want some of that! JK lol. Well, maybe. ;-)
I want sleep. I need sleep. I enjoy sleep... BUT I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP! AAAH!