Jun 19, 2008 14:14
So sort of randomly, at the end of the semester LadyZoo had to vote on 2 captains for next year, as well as a junior captain. I guess that isn't random, that's the natural progression of any sports team, but the random part is this: I was voted junior captain for next year. It's random because I am far from the best underclassmen on the team, in fact a lot of times I find myself running around the field and thinking to myself "what am I doing out here, how am I going to get around this defender, let's try running into her and trying to duke one way, oh no she's still on me, I think I'm just going to run around and look busy while actually doing nothing. Yeah, everyone will fall for that one."
So I went home to Melrose for the summer, and I had kind of pushed the LadyZoo junior captainship from my mind, I mean hey, I don't have to think about it until September, right? And then one of the captain captains sent me an email yeserday about getting a coach (LadyZoo was entirely self-coached last year, and we kicked ass but we could kick so much more ass with a coach) and all of a sudden it was like "HELLO, GUESS WHO HAS RESPONSIBILITIES?!"
So now I'm minorly freaking out, because I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm co-captaining a summer club team and I have no idea what I'm doing, I rely on other, older members on the team to tell me what I want to do for pulling and picking sides and stuff. So I guess it's just this big "you need to get your act together Bonta" type of thing, and now I'm kind of freaking outttt.