Oct 03, 2007 22:51
I had my first college exam this evening, for Calculus I, and I know that I didn't ace the test, but I know that I did the absolute best to my ability, so I'm happy about that. I've had the hardest time in that class leading up to the test, and I took 4 (well 3, I skipped class and missed the 4th) pop quizzes and have so far failed them all. I'm really not used to failing quizzes left and right, especially in calculus. And I don't know what I've been having so much trouble with, but I could not, for the life of me, remember anything the second those pop quizzes were placed in front of me. My mind went totally blank and I just struggled to write anything I possibly could to squeeze as many points as I could out of it. So I studied my ass off this week for this exam, and stressed and stressed out about it, and it turned out to be a lot easier than I thought, so that was good. I know that no matter what, I couldn't have done better, so I'm happy.
So right at this moment I should be completely stress-free, but unfortunately at this moment I'm sitting at my computer trying to figure out how the hell I'm going to write my next computer science program. I have absolutely no idea where to start at all, and I feel so stupid for not knowing. I guess theoretically it's not that hard, after all it's only the third program that's been assigned, but I honestly have no idea where to begin. I'm baffled. And it's due Friday, and I've been so stressed about my math exam that I've been putting it off and putting it off and now I have no opportunity to go to office hours for my professor or the TAs, because I have 4 classes on Thursdays and I have to leave before they start on Friday to go home to make a doctor's appointment.
I can't wait until this weekend when I'm done with my program and my other homework (well as much of it as I could do before leaving), and I just get to sit back, watch as much trashy TV as I could possibly want, sleep through the whole night since I have yet to be able to do that since I've been here, and eat homemade food. I. can't. wait.