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[bons2tall4yall]

the crew banquet tonight made me cry. not cause becca's movie was amazing, though it was. not because kirsten stepped on my toe, though it hurt like hell. it was because i felt so out of place, and not only that, but its like..i always felt like a missing piece of a puzzle, and that the puzzle was still awesome, it was just missing a piece. now its a whole new puzzle, and i dont fit in. i shouldnt have gone tonight. after all, the banquet was for team members and family only.

bad feelings are still feelings.
later days.
lani