dude i got a fucking car!!!
Ladies and Gentalmen cristian gurdian has fnally tooken the final step to manhood i got my damn car finally i was wondering when my time wold come im so happy i got ti well my dad bought it but its atr the shop its getting its check up i get the car this tuesday baby im happy imma go everywhere.If ur wondering my car is a 98 mazda protogue or w/e
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Wow, i wasn't expecting a response like that..
Okay. Listen. The point that i want to get across here is for you to know that i care about you. I really do. I wouldn't tell you that i do if i didn't mean it, and the last thing i would do is lie to you. I can't go back in time and live in the old days when we had no worries..when we were all friends hanging out together all the time, i can't pretend that things will be the same one day, and i can't take back the time where we haven’t spoken. Yes, i have a new boyfriend and yes i am busy. I'm trying to pull up my grades, i want to go to college, i have a job, i want to make money, i want to spend time with my boyfriend and i want to make something of myself. I'm going to admit that i was wrong for not keeping in contact with you, i really should have..and that's my mistake. But since i haven't, you don't think i care about you. My grandparents never call me, MORE than HALF my friends never call me. I'm not the only one who's in your place, i hurt too. Just because i don't call doesn't mean i don't think of you. I think about you all the time. I think about the times we spent at the annex together and our fun in the lunchroom in 9th grade, and everything else we did. I miss acting goofy with you and having class with you. I look at our picture in my wallet almost every day, i haven't forgotten our good times together. I never will. But, i do have a life..and i do need to move on. We all do. Although i miss you greatly, we have different lives now..we live in different places and we never see eachother. It's difficult to keep a friendship where two people never see eachother and live busy lives, don't you think? And your remark about Greg: "it seems like its going to stay like that maybe because ur way too busy with ur new boyfriend" True. He's a huge part of my life and i see him 4-5 times a week. I'm not trying to say "Out with the old, and in with the new" but i can't hold onto everything from the past, i have to get on with my life and meet new people and make new friends. I still want your friendship and someday, i want to become closer to you again. I want to see you again. I want things to work out okay in the end. I don't want to grow apart completley. One of the reasons why i haven't called is that i lost my cell phone over two weeks ago and i haven't found it since. I don't have your numbers memorized, so i couldn't call. Please let me know what they are so i can write them down. I care for you and love you Cristian, please remember that above all things.
<3 bonnie
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