May 17, 2004 06:36
yea well the mustard is too bright it will distract u from the whole purpose.This is the earliest ive ever wroten in this journal thingy well i like to talk to myself since i got use to the whole thing.No one talks to me i have no friends in school i walk by myself talk to myself and eat by myself its survival of the fitest i think.Well at school i have to read the big fat book called blck boy and it should be a good book because it cost me like 14 $ insane i think books should be free because they want use to read them yet that put a whole in ur pocket.(i got water in my ear weird feeling)Anyways last night my dad and uncles where up till really late drinking and one of my uncles told me to do this weird push up it was so odd but it fucking hurt my back and this morning i have a pain my my back...darn him.....wet hair..........random writing.............want my car..................donno whn imma get it............................hopefully soon...........tired of depending on people to drop me off and pik me up..................................tired of haveing no friends..................................fuck this fuck that fuck everything..............................................tired of being lonely..........................need someone to talk to....................................l8te