things are so different one second to another
I donno how to say anything i am so confuzed inside i feel like screaming and punching and doing something crazy but i dont want to look like a fucking phyco.I donno whats been bothering me lately.I just have too much on my mind like my fucking stupid ass bad grades that i need to bring up but i donno where to start from.Then there that lonely feeling where i have no 1 to talk to because everyone seems to be busy.But then theres the happy feeling that wants to come out and just yell because im so happy inside but really there is more sad feelings that are taking over but they are both fighting for control.I just want to wake up positive one morning and say to myself damnit i love going to school and i want to learn something so i can get my grades up and make my parents proud of me for trying my heart out but i just cant find the power in my self to do that.How can i do that is there a book called "THE CHEER UP FOR DUMMIES" anyone herd of such thing?well anyways ill try to holla at yall home fishes later mean wile im in a good mood hopefully i keep this great happy attitude up.