An Island
It sucks to be alone.
Thought about calling an aunt to talk about stuff but she doesn't really listen to people. She's one of those who interrupts and tries to finish your sentence for you but is always wrong about what you were going to say. And since she and Mom have a lot of unresolved issues, it just wouldn't work. She wouldn't let me say anything.
Been thinking about this lately--I mean, about how I don't have friends. Oh, I have people here and there, but no one here, close by, close enough to see, who I can count on.
I did have people, people who would take you to the emergency room at 3am people, but I let them go.
So now I'm alone. And I'm starting to see that yes, I do need people.
But I'm still alone. How can I change?
Thought about calling an aunt to talk about stuff but she doesn't really listen to people. She's one of those who interrupts and tries to finish your sentence for you but is always wrong about what you were going to say. And since she and Mom have a lot of unresolved issues, it just wouldn't work. She wouldn't let me say anything.
Been thinking about this lately--I mean, about how I don't have friends. Oh, I have people here and there, but no one here, close by, close enough to see, who I can count on.
I did have people, people who would take you to the emergency room at 3am people, but I let them go.
So now I'm alone. And I'm starting to see that yes, I do need people.
But I'm still alone. How can I change?