Full Speed Ahead
Done nothing all day but veg. Watched crap I'd DVRed and read Brothers.
Crap I'd DVRed:
An old Law and Order SVU episode.
part of Peggy Sue Got Married, a movie I can relate to, in some respects
Might watch A Room with a View next.
*****
When I don't do anything all day, I feel tired. And out of sync with the rest of the world. Almost as if...well, as if I'm the only person left on the planet. I'm caught in my own little world with only my thoughts to keep me company. It's not a bad feeling; it's just strange. But I've got to have this at least once during the week or I get crabby.
Crabbier than normal, anyway.
Noticed this bruise on my left forearm last night. Not sure where I got it. Could be from when I was playing with the dog yesterday. We were play fighting like we used to and he nipped at me a few times. Nothing serious.
This is going to be a rough week for me. The next two weeks, actually, will be difficult.
I am afraid, but can't let my fear show. I am confused but can't let my confusion and anger show. I have to be strong and pretend that everything is okay.
Can I do this? I don't know.
Crap I'd DVRed:
An old Law and Order SVU episode.
part of Peggy Sue Got Married, a movie I can relate to, in some respects
Might watch A Room with a View next.
*****
When I don't do anything all day, I feel tired. And out of sync with the rest of the world. Almost as if...well, as if I'm the only person left on the planet. I'm caught in my own little world with only my thoughts to keep me company. It's not a bad feeling; it's just strange. But I've got to have this at least once during the week or I get crabby.
Crabbier than normal, anyway.
Noticed this bruise on my left forearm last night. Not sure where I got it. Could be from when I was playing with the dog yesterday. We were play fighting like we used to and he nipped at me a few times. Nothing serious.
This is going to be a rough week for me. The next two weeks, actually, will be difficult.
I am afraid, but can't let my fear show. I am confused but can't let my confusion and anger show. I have to be strong and pretend that everything is okay.
Can I do this? I don't know.