something must be done
why is it that every teacher in the world thinks that their class is the only class you have? do they not realize that you are taking many other classes in addition to the one that they are giving? do they not also realize that many students work to put themselves thru college (thankfully of which i am not!)?
ok. so now that that is out of the way-
life is pretty much the same as last update. many things that have to be done. i m getting a little discouraged because my teacher is taking away some of my harder rep. this is on one hand a relief, but on the other, a discouragement. but perhaps i really am just not ready for music that is that hard. it doesnt seem like any one else is doing music as hard as me. but then again i am the only senior in my studio...
it makes me happy to know that my life does not depend on whether or not i am a good singer. i dont have to place my security in that!! praise God! i was talking to a friend (S.W.) and they said something that really made since to me. we all place a lot of confidence in who we are as musicians and so in turn, there is tension, division, rivalry, bitterness, rejection, judgment, and the list goes on.
i guess any profession is like that in this world, but its a little more obvious to me in music because you really expose yourself when you sing or play.
swimming... we learn the butterfly next week. yikes!
i cant wait to be done with school!!! may 7th here i come!
my parents really do love me a bunch. i bounced like 4 checks last week and they totally were understanding. it was amazing. grace... a good thing.
i like it so much when i realize that life really is working out for the best. a year ago i knew that, then i lost faith, but now i m realizing that things are turning out just the way they are supposed to. its those little things that happen to confirm things... i love it when that happens!
its getting late. there is much to be done.
thailand is 20%! hooray! that is way further than i thought i'd be by now.
and i am out of things to say.
i miss K.L.S.
ok. so now that that is out of the way-
life is pretty much the same as last update. many things that have to be done. i m getting a little discouraged because my teacher is taking away some of my harder rep. this is on one hand a relief, but on the other, a discouragement. but perhaps i really am just not ready for music that is that hard. it doesnt seem like any one else is doing music as hard as me. but then again i am the only senior in my studio...
it makes me happy to know that my life does not depend on whether or not i am a good singer. i dont have to place my security in that!! praise God! i was talking to a friend (S.W.) and they said something that really made since to me. we all place a lot of confidence in who we are as musicians and so in turn, there is tension, division, rivalry, bitterness, rejection, judgment, and the list goes on.
i guess any profession is like that in this world, but its a little more obvious to me in music because you really expose yourself when you sing or play.
swimming... we learn the butterfly next week. yikes!
i cant wait to be done with school!!! may 7th here i come!
my parents really do love me a bunch. i bounced like 4 checks last week and they totally were understanding. it was amazing. grace... a good thing.
i like it so much when i realize that life really is working out for the best. a year ago i knew that, then i lost faith, but now i m realizing that things are turning out just the way they are supposed to. its those little things that happen to confirm things... i love it when that happens!
its getting late. there is much to be done.
thailand is 20%! hooray! that is way further than i thought i'd be by now.
and i am out of things to say.
i miss K.L.S.