Bonnie had been feeling strange the past few days and it wasn't because of what she was eating or drinking. She had made sure that everything was well-cooked and she didn't go overboard with alcohol.
One night at work, Bonnie was clumsy and accidentally cut herself with a knife which she was using to chop up limes with for the drinks the Lux served. It wasn't a deep cut but it still bled so Bonnie excused herself and ran to the bathroom to clean it up before getting a plaster. She watched the blood drop into the sink, drip by drip; Bonnie was almost in a trance by now before she lifted her finger up to her mouth and sucked on it, making an almost pleased sound when it trickled down her throat.
A moment passed and filled with disgust at what she had just done, Bonnie withdrew her finger and hastily washed it clean, then stuck a plaster on it before heading back to work.
That incident really weirded her out.
The next day, Bonnie felt even worse and she opened her journal to write a few messages:
[filtered to Jo] I don't feel so well, so I can't make it to work tonight, sorry.
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[mystic falls filter excluding Katherine] What are we going to do about Katherine? I haven't spoken to her since her arrival but I'm prepared to take her down if I have to. [/filter]
I feel horrible. And I wasn't even drinking last night. Think I'll stay in bed all day.