So here's my update
This is probably the earliest that I have really been home in a while...work, school, and friends keep me out at all hours. Everything is going remarkably well- theatre is good, the hookah place is great so far, I love my friends and school is getting off to a decent start. We started processing our film in my photo class tonight which was really interesting/fun. Everything is set up for the apartment and I move two weeks from this Saturday.
Everything is great even though I am super busy. So I have no reason to feel bad right?
Yet why do I still get flustered whenever I come into contact with him? It's not like my life isn't good or that I don't feel ok with myself. I just can't shake it though. The only thing I can do is be strong and not let it bother me.
It's hard.
Everything is great even though I am super busy. So I have no reason to feel bad right?
Yet why do I still get flustered whenever I come into contact with him? It's not like my life isn't good or that I don't feel ok with myself. I just can't shake it though. The only thing I can do is be strong and not let it bother me.
It's hard.