i want to go home
i feel done here. done with whatever it was i decided i needed to do. now i just want to go home (to chicago) and have it be last year. i will be sitting at my desk in the big bedroom, with the windows onto the street, and i won't see JZ Smith gathering leaves because it's too cold for that now. and lauren will come home from work and watch some West Wing until I interrupt her to talk. then i'll eat a frozen meal and go back to "working" (ie internetting) until it's time to go to Occam's. then i'll go home and actually do homework for about an hour. then talk to chuk for an hour. then sleep until 11am the next day.
i miss kate and lauren and jaime and kyle and i think so fondly of jimmy's that you'd think i'd been there more than seven times. i miss speed-fueled studying and taking tests to tell me that i'm smart. i want to walk down the street and try to ignore people i kind of know. i want last year back, and i'm asking very very nicely, now.
please? now? guys?
i miss kate and lauren and jaime and kyle and i think so fondly of jimmy's that you'd think i'd been there more than seven times. i miss speed-fueled studying and taking tests to tell me that i'm smart. i want to walk down the street and try to ignore people i kind of know. i want last year back, and i'm asking very very nicely, now.
please? now? guys?