Transition
Going through a transition.
I'm going to purge out the unhappiness and things that do me no good for me in my life.
No more excuses.
and no more making excuses for people.
Inflexibility u might say.
But it's time to stop loving people and start loving myself.
Time to stop putting people first because people will fail you.
I'm going to stop doing things that make me unhappiness because I was and perhaps am so addicted to pain.
I'm masochistic I know.
I deserve to be happy and I need to stop dwelling and focusing on pain.
I walk away from people who betrays me and my trust.
And it's time to attract what i deserve.
Light attracts like.
Ugliness attracts ugliness.
I need to start attracting who i deserve.
Thank you.
I'm not heartless. Just that I do not deserve to take any shit just as much as the shit which i cannot accept was eating me up.
I have my prerogative. So do you.
So goodbye to you.
In other light,
I'm going to make a decision in 2 hours time.
This decision will:
1) decide whether to go home or not in Dec
2) Decide my status in Melbourne
3) Decide my future
4) decide my timetable
5) open doors
and I'm fucking scared because what I have wanted for the past 2 or 3 years have been put in my face.
And I don't know what to expect or do.
I'm going to purge out the unhappiness and things that do me no good for me in my life.
No more excuses.
and no more making excuses for people.
Inflexibility u might say.
But it's time to stop loving people and start loving myself.
Time to stop putting people first because people will fail you.
I'm going to stop doing things that make me unhappiness because I was and perhaps am so addicted to pain.
I'm masochistic I know.
I deserve to be happy and I need to stop dwelling and focusing on pain.
I walk away from people who betrays me and my trust.
And it's time to attract what i deserve.
Light attracts like.
Ugliness attracts ugliness.
I need to start attracting who i deserve.
Thank you.
I'm not heartless. Just that I do not deserve to take any shit just as much as the shit which i cannot accept was eating me up.
I have my prerogative. So do you.
So goodbye to you.
In other light,
I'm going to make a decision in 2 hours time.
This decision will:
1) decide whether to go home or not in Dec
2) Decide my status in Melbourne
3) Decide my future
4) decide my timetable
5) open doors
and I'm fucking scared because what I have wanted for the past 2 or 3 years have been put in my face.
And I don't know what to expect or do.