Nov 03, 2005 22:54
So Ben and I broke up and I've had those few days where I'm mad at him and just want things to go back to normal. I mean I do want things to be back to the way the were but I'm getting better at dealing with the fact that their not going to.
Ashley and I had a fabulous talk tonight about our boys. She helped me so much. She told me it's going to hurt for a bit but it'll get better. She also gave me some other advice but I'll keep that to myself. Our little secret. lol I'm so glad we decided to be roommates.
I'm coming home this weekend. I'm excited. I'm going to sleep in my own bed and have homecooked food. I think I'll be attending the show tomorrow night. Does it really start at 9??? That's late but I'll wait that late for Park! That place is going to be packed!! I think I'm bringing Ben to the show because he hasn't gone to a show in a while. If he wants to. I'm not going to force him.
I feel so much better since Ashley and I talked. She's going to help me through all of this. I'm ready to work my ass if in school to distract me. I think we're going to start working out too! Time to bear down and get over this. I want him in my life one way or another and he promised to be my friend. So friends we are... for now! Te he.. j/k.
Well I'm done. Loves to all... Ashley isn't the only one helping me. Thanks to all those others too!
~Bear Hugs~
SusieQ