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i bet no one reads my ridiculously vague entries
i'm definitely not the same person i used to be, and i wish there was a way to gauge whether i've bettered myself or otherwise. sometimes i feel as if life is made up of repeatly being presented with the same options that are masked only by changing surroundings. and in effect, depending on what choice is made, one can either create an experience that gets comfortably recycled although worn or one that is thrillingly new but entirely foreign. and i dont think there is any room for indecision
i'm definitely not the same person i used to be, and i wish there was a way to gauge whether i've bettered myself or otherwise. sometimes i feel as if life is made up of repeatly being presented with the same options that are masked only by changing surroundings. and in effect, depending on what choice is made, one can either create an experience that gets comfortably recycled although worn or one that is thrillingly new but entirely foreign. and i dont think there is any room for indecision