missed connections
My excuse is that I crawl into bed when I'm ready to collapse after loafing around on Netflix on the floor after going to the gym. I'm too tired for this most nights, okay? I don't know.
I have busy weeks and not so much weeks. I haven't been super busy for a while now, and I'm worried - in all things, as soon as I stop moving I worry that I'll get too complacent and end up glued to the ground. So, keep moving.
I never feel like I'm doing enough, or that what I'm doing is energizing me. The point of the good, reasonable job was that I could use my other time doing something I really wanted to be doing, and while going on a never-ending string of dates is something, it's definitely not the meaning I was looking for.
I'm starting a once-a-week night class in 2 weeks and traveling a bit in June. I met someone two weeks ago out of the literally dozens who I like, but we're back to the dumb texting anxiety game where I wait while he never fucking responds to me and I second guess everything. It helps that I've done this so many times now that I know how to minimize my exposure to triggers... kind of.
I have busy weeks and not so much weeks. I haven't been super busy for a while now, and I'm worried - in all things, as soon as I stop moving I worry that I'll get too complacent and end up glued to the ground. So, keep moving.
I never feel like I'm doing enough, or that what I'm doing is energizing me. The point of the good, reasonable job was that I could use my other time doing something I really wanted to be doing, and while going on a never-ending string of dates is something, it's definitely not the meaning I was looking for.
I'm starting a once-a-week night class in 2 weeks and traveling a bit in June. I met someone two weeks ago out of the literally dozens who I like, but we're back to the dumb texting anxiety game where I wait while he never fucking responds to me and I second guess everything. It helps that I've done this so many times now that I know how to minimize my exposure to triggers... kind of.