the shadow of Tanabe
My pred/successor/everything, Alex, emailed me this week about how things have been going with our Vermont program, and the news is devastating.
I got out in the nick of time.
I abandoned the fight before it started.
I'm still torn between relief and guilt. NY lady is on a path to destroy something beautiful because she is a ball of pride and ignorance. She wasn't effective on me the way she is with others, so I wonder if I would have been able to reign her in.
Then again, I was always in an incredibly powerless situation there.
I should reach out to my Vermont loves before the shit hits the fan.
Anyway, maybe because of this? I dreamt last night of a giant hall slumber party with beds lined facing each other against two walls. Tsegi, En-chan and Jihyun were together on the opposite side and I remember wanting to be with them. Tsegi had gotten eyelash extensions!
My last dream a few weeks ago was about the Vermont group coming to Tokyo and being guided by Alex without anyone telling me. Clearly these things are occupying a lot of my mind.
I got out in the nick of time.
I abandoned the fight before it started.
I'm still torn between relief and guilt. NY lady is on a path to destroy something beautiful because she is a ball of pride and ignorance. She wasn't effective on me the way she is with others, so I wonder if I would have been able to reign her in.
Then again, I was always in an incredibly powerless situation there.
I should reach out to my Vermont loves before the shit hits the fan.
Anyway, maybe because of this? I dreamt last night of a giant hall slumber party with beds lined facing each other against two walls. Tsegi, En-chan and Jihyun were together on the opposite side and I remember wanting to be with them. Tsegi had gotten eyelash extensions!
My last dream a few weeks ago was about the Vermont group coming to Tokyo and being guided by Alex without anyone telling me. Clearly these things are occupying a lot of my mind.