I am in love.
I am stupidly, desperately, head-over-heels in love with a girl that no longer loves me back.
She acts like, not only does she no longer love me, but she doesn't really care if we continue to be friends or not.
As well as being in love, I am also a doormat and a hopeless fool. SHE DOES NOT WANT ME. She is happily going about her days without me in her life, whereas I am happily going about mine desperately seeking ways to get her back in mine. Every time i talk about her or think about her or speak to her i am reminded how pathetic i am.
I know i will get over her. I know eventually somebody else equally as charming will sweep me off my feet and make me a pathetic mess all over again, but for now, i feel like i shouldn't, i can't, just let this go.
She said it had run its course, she also said i was the perfect girl, just with some detremental flaws.
But i don't think it had run it's course at all, it had only just started.
Does anyone still believe in fighting for love? Or am i stuck in the past with my good friend romance, whom people seem to have left behind.
Should i just let this whole thing go?