the name of my game is PAIN
so yesterday i wake up with fucking strep throat. The doctor said it was mono but tested me anyways and said it was horrible strep. so horrible in fact that, the sample of my swollen throat she took ate through the test chemicals!!!! not only does it hurt more than anything in the world, i cant eat anything, i cant even drink soup or water it hurts too much.l let alone my own saliva! if i need to swallow i have to spit in a cup. PAINNNN. fuck you this week was going to be sooo wonderful. I would ask all my lovely friends to come by and bring me soup.... BUT I CANT SWALLOW IT! love love love