it's like he got inside my head and wrote a song about it...

[bonitasunrise]

this is where i say i've had enough,
no one should ever feel the way that i feel now
a walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises
and i dont believe that I'm getting any better
waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and i'm thinking aweful things, pretty sure that you would notice
wandering this house like i've never wanted out
and this is about as social as i get now...