May 31, 2005 13:37
Well today was the first day of Driver's ED and ya it was boring so I know what I won't be looking forward to this summer. Anyways I am kinda feeling bad for some of my friends cuz they are having a hard time just with life in genral. And I really wish I could help them with some of their problems but I don't really feel like there is a whole lot of advice I can give them because I have no situation to relate. I feel its hard to try and lend someone advice when you havent been through their same experiences or at least similar. I am trying to be a good friend but I dunno...It's just everything here is so well dandy... I don't really have anything to complain about and my life is pretty good. I find it so hard to reach out to someone and offer comfort when I well I just don't have nay comfort to offer them. There are some times I just want to be like well forget this, you did it to yourself and then others when I feel bad that they are so upset or confused, I jsut wish I could find a way to help them. But I'm always going to be the nice friend somebody can fall back on because thats just who I am. Sometimes I'd like to ask for the drama and all the chaos I see other people go through but then I wonder if I could handle it..And I guess thats the reason God made me, me..