I wanna Go home

Nov 30, 2004 17:50

Okay so now I am really sad because BANANA told me why BOB broke up with me. She said that he thinks I am immature and that I goof off too much. I wasn't as much shocked as I was dissapointed that he wouldn't just tell me that straight to my face. He had to lie to me and tell me he had to clean his room. I think that that is pretty immature in itself...Grr... I just want everything to go back to how it was before. Everything is different now and I dunno who I am anymore and I dunno who I wanna be... I just wanna drift away...In fourth grade I read this book called Bell Prater's boy they drifted from their bodies to get away from life when it hurts...Doesn't drifting sound lovely?
Today was crap and nothing good happened except for BOB promised he wouldn't find someone he liked better and go out with them. Of course what good is his word anymore since he already lied to me like a billion times about one thing. I dunno who to trust anymore. It's like BOB was my really good friend and if I can't even trust him, who can I trust. Life is really crappy right now. Comment if you'd like to join the National Drifting Society... Thanks Archanna for commenting and no you don't have to go wap BOB on the head for me...
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