Sep 27, 2005 18:22
Senior year has NOT been fun. I have been SO stressed over colleges. I started freaking out last night because I realized that October starts on Saturday and my application for Emerson is due on the 1st of November. So that means I have a month. And so I went to my guidance counselor today to give her all of my forms. Then I need to do more for her. Plus, I have to talk to Ms. Drew to see if she'll do some of my recommendation letters. I was having Mr. Rowe do them but then I saw that I needed them to fill out forms and I don't feel like bothering him at River Hill.
Aghh so then besides college, there's school. I'm doing really bad in Psych. I've been so stressed and exhausted all the time that I've been having a hard time in class and with assignments.
And people are commenting that I'm different this year. And I feel different. I'm not very social and I tend to be quiet in class. And I'm EXHAUSTED. My illness has been really bad this year. I hardly have any time anymore and I prefer to be home. I'm staying home on the weekends so I can work on apps and study for SAT 2's and everything. I thought senior year was going to be so much better than junior year, but it's turned out to suck even more.
KMT