These days I'm having.
I'm ill or something, I keep being positive and have this feeling of inner peace and not being at all panicky or stressed. It's been going on for some time.
I'm quite over-come with thoughtfulness and happiness, gratitute for all the lovely people i know.
Nice things.
I feel quite loved by everyone and calm, I'm sort of failing my exams because i've become so laid back.
Fariha and i spent this week cramming (read: talking about clothes and shoes), i got high on diet pepsi the hour before our exam when we both realised we knew fuck all. i think it was adrenaline, i hadnt slept or eaten. i had a massive giggling fit on the benches by the church with her, before we went to meet our doom.
Even that was kind of chilled out. I spent about an hour of the three-hour exam daydreaming it was great.
I have another one on monday, which i got the day off work today to revise for but so far i havent done much. There are sexy gardeners and builders in the garden next door. with chainsaws and everything.
Lauren and i are planning an adventure which im not going to go into incase it doesnt materialize but if it does i will rant on about it for days and days.
The slugs ate all my seedlings. And i mean all. This wet weather has brought them out in their hundreds. So my dad put these pellets down which i thought just detered them away, but it made them dead instead. Karma. I could get upset but if we speak frankly, slugs aren't very pretty and are really destructive to things that *are* pretty.
I've discovered MISO soup in pret-a-manger. lush. you get bits of seaweed in the bottom.
Peace and sunbeams xxxx
I'm quite over-come with thoughtfulness and happiness, gratitute for all the lovely people i know.
Nice things.
I feel quite loved by everyone and calm, I'm sort of failing my exams because i've become so laid back.
Fariha and i spent this week cramming (read: talking about clothes and shoes), i got high on diet pepsi the hour before our exam when we both realised we knew fuck all. i think it was adrenaline, i hadnt slept or eaten. i had a massive giggling fit on the benches by the church with her, before we went to meet our doom.
Even that was kind of chilled out. I spent about an hour of the three-hour exam daydreaming it was great.
I have another one on monday, which i got the day off work today to revise for but so far i havent done much. There are sexy gardeners and builders in the garden next door. with chainsaws and everything.
Lauren and i are planning an adventure which im not going to go into incase it doesnt materialize but if it does i will rant on about it for days and days.
The slugs ate all my seedlings. And i mean all. This wet weather has brought them out in their hundreds. So my dad put these pellets down which i thought just detered them away, but it made them dead instead. Karma. I could get upset but if we speak frankly, slugs aren't very pretty and are really destructive to things that *are* pretty.
I've discovered MISO soup in pret-a-manger. lush. you get bits of seaweed in the bottom.
Peace and sunbeams xxxx