Where's Amanda?

[bonheurcouture]

Uh. Today was not a good day at all. I knew this was going to happen and I still couldn't control it. I feel really lonely, yet there is no one I really want to see. I can't wait to start working again. I know alot of people would love to not have a job, but it has been killing me.

Today is the first time I cried in a long time, and I cried really hard.