Oct 11, 2004 22:58
1.) Lately, I'm having issues containing my laughter when I'm placed in serious situations. Situations that I thought had become so mind numbingly routine that laughter would be the last notable emotion to escape. First church, and now today in the studio. But, fuck; the model was a woman who I have seen on Pacific so many times asking for money! It was like drawing some close acquaintance, only wayyyy creepier until I got into the right mindset.
I spent a good 10 minutes outside because I could not control my laughter. I feel so ridiculously rude.
2.) The teacher for the after school program at Gault needs to bone up on her medical knowledge if she's going to be working with kids with disabilities. Or, at least she should attempt to learn a little bit about the kids. This poor girl had three petit mal seizers in a row before the teacher would do anything about it. "Megan, it's not a seizure, she's not convulsing". And, I sat there across from the girl as I kept trying to bring her back into consciousness after each episode.
fuckin'bichasswoman!!
3.) I'm really begging to think that their is a logical explanation as to why my internet goes out for a few days at a time lately, It's the fuckin' Patriot Act! hahahah!! Seriously though, every time that I receive and open an email from Korea on my cats account I get this notice that the email was infected with a virus and that my computer will soon follow. And, then ten or so minutes later *poof* byebye Internet! I have no viruses, and I'm not aiding in attaining or harboring nuclear weapons. That's North, not South Korea.
Ha! I'm so trapped in my own world at times. My thought process and logic are all turned around.
4.) I need to stop running at dusk on the upper campus trails without my contacts in. My eyes have become far to accustomed to 20/20 vision to subject them to the forest at such a time of day. I keep freaking out, thinking that I'm seeing bobcats and people (equally as scary, mind you!). Eh! I hate putting in contacts & running with glasses really is not do-able!
5.) I really have a lot of emails to respond to, and even more reading to do. I'm currently running on five hours of sleep, a bowl of cheerios, a banana, and a grilled cheese sandwich. Their is really no logical reason why I should let my body&mind become this drained.