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Another sleepless night. I wrote some more in a story I started recently and tried to get an episode of the OC I downloaded to run, but failed at every step. Porn is really annoying. I think its more exciting actually looking for new porn than watching it. Whatever. Myspace wasn't up so thats why I'm writing this here. Nothing new is happening. There is some class party on saturday for the celebration of our breakout way back when, I'll probably go, drink, and come back and sleep. Maybe I won't drink, but then why should I go? I really miss being with Liz. I feel so empty and useless most of the time. I'm trying to improve myself, but its not easy without motivation. Luckily I can usually scrounge together some hopes for the future to get myself to do something productive. I need to read a book and write a review of it by monday, gay. Plus I have lots of other shit to read and do as well. Oh well, I have formation in 20 minutes.