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[bonfiregirl]

isn't this confusing. everything seems like such a risk in the way it could all turn round for me and be how the past few weeks of my life has been

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[bodiesinflight]

you make me happy when skies are grey.

i hope that helps.

[anonymous]

To kick, shout and scream is only unbelievably inexpressive because thats what people expect you to do when you're frustrated, self expression is all about what you want to do. You sound like the person who wants to smell flowers, and draw patterns that come into your head because your scared of forgetting them and loosing them forever. This in unorthodox in frustrated expression. But, you dont have to be ordinary. I know your not. When your frustrated next time, find a tree. Sit underneath it, the sun will be shining. You will be amazed at how many things you dont know about a tree. Just, for instance, that this tree is confined to one place in life, it never travels, its abused by children and the wind and the rain, yet still it provides blossom in the summer, and shade for the people who want it. For the people just like you, and those nothing like you at all, sitting under this tree, thinking about all it gives and what little it asks. The tree is never frustrated. You will see things in perspective. Its amazing how much a tree,

[bonfiregirl]

i wonder who you are, because you make sence.

and it isnt 'unexpressive' is it...its 'inexpressive'

[anonymous]

You're right... this time. The wonders of spell check. I wonder who i am. Think book. Now do i make sence?
Love
Lp

[bonfiregirl]

book?
You could be marcus...but i dont think he would post it as anonymous, or as 'book', it would be 'scrap book'.
Maybe you are the boy i saw a few times in waterstones with black hair?
Probably not.

[anonymous]

I am not a boy from waterstones. My name isn't and has never been Marcus. I am not anyone in particular. When you thought 'book' you came up with people you associate with books in your life, so really you were thinking about 'people you associate with books'. This time, try to think 'book'. And I really dont make sence, one of my downsides, but I see you are an angry person. Its a shame you mainly get angry with yourself... You could do so much better if you appreciated really how amazing you are. I do.
Love,
Lp

[bonfiregirl]

Now the wonderment of how you seem to analyse me, is equaling up with not knowing your name.
ok, if the wrong track is thinking of people i associate with books, then ill think of charachters.

My favourite book is about a dyslexic boy.
My second is by Edward Lear and he is dead.
Thankyou for saying you appreciate me, would you please say your name or how you know me?

[anonymous]

Ah... wonder is a worthwhile emotion. I'm not intentionally analytical, I'm just trying to help, like you asked. Now you're on the right track. But, thinking about your books is not only self centered but narrow minded. There are more books than people on this earth, and so much more room to wonder. Thankyou for thanking me for appreciating you. I appreciate it. I'm beginning to feel like you deserve a lot more appreciation than your intake at present.
Love,
Lp

[bonfiregirl]

Well i cant think of other peoples favourite books because i dont know them.
i do
My friend called Kellys favourite book is The Melancholy Death Of Oysterboy and other stories, By Tim Burton, or maybe it is Girl Interrupted
Owen is reading 18 (the rest of a date i dont remember) By George Orwell
John is telling me about Of Mice and Men.
I do not know your friends or your friends friends or the stranger from Russia or your book prefrences/favourite charachters/authors, anything anyone has to do with them at all.
How do you know my appreciation intake?
please will you now tell me who you are? or why you wont?

[bonfiregirl]

is this the only conversation we will have?

[bonfiregirl]

I hope not, unless we find somewhere else to converse. And the content of a conversation is constantly changing, so if we only had one conversation for the rest of our lives it would make little difference.
Love,
Lp

[bonfiregirl]

do you have msn? or anything else.
owww, i still dont know who you are...i do know you've explained, but still...
and i have to go offline now.
so maybe you will send me a comment later.
Goodbye.

[bonfiregirl]

Maybe is the talk of the wonderers. badlydrawnscribbles@hotmail.com. Let the conversation continue. How long we can keep it up is another point for ponder.
Love,
Lp

[anonymous]

This is the message you weren't expecting. No reason. I just dont like to be predictable.
Love,
Lp