Now I know how Jennifer feels
yes, as the title says. I feel emo, din't know why, just emo, and I'm not enjoying it.
Everything seems to be going out awfully wrong. I'm doing bad at school, I can't stand my family (but I love them), I can't keep making all the things that I would want to do, videos are not being as cool as once they were, Avril's Special Edition cd is not available in my stupid country, school is a pain in the ass, my body hurts, my eyes are sore (I'm allergic to the world o.o) and on top of all, I can't seem to get a job.
Now I know all of those things can be solved somehow by me, I just don't know how! It's fucking frustrating. But, somehow when I'm with my friends, I feel happy, but I don't want to cling to them just because they can't help me with all those other things.
I do bad at school because I don't want to be there, I feel that I could do so much better somewhere else, I don't know where though, someone should tell me! please!
I'm sorry about this Jennifer, but I won't be able to make your video soon enough, not because I don't want to, but because It's hard, It's kinda annoying and I can't seem to find the time to do it. Please! you know how much you mean to me! even if you don't like Avril (secretly I know you do) don't take this the wrong way, the only thing that I need rigth now is more problems, and I don't want that.
I don't want to be feeling like this! I hate not having money to buy myself nice stuff, I hate that my friends go somewhere, and I can't go because I don't have the money. T___T although it's also kinda my fault, because I haven't filled the applications because I don't know how to do it, so many numbers that I don't know.. T___T. (I'm going to the movies by the way).
Ok I have to go, because I have so many things to do.
I fucking hate myself rigth now, and I usually love me (ugh! I sound like... a a fag or something)
Everything seems to be going out awfully wrong. I'm doing bad at school, I can't stand my family (but I love them), I can't keep making all the things that I would want to do, videos are not being as cool as once they were, Avril's Special Edition cd is not available in my stupid country, school is a pain in the ass, my body hurts, my eyes are sore (I'm allergic to the world o.o) and on top of all, I can't seem to get a job.
Now I know all of those things can be solved somehow by me, I just don't know how! It's fucking frustrating. But, somehow when I'm with my friends, I feel happy, but I don't want to cling to them just because they can't help me with all those other things.
I do bad at school because I don't want to be there, I feel that I could do so much better somewhere else, I don't know where though, someone should tell me! please!
I'm sorry about this Jennifer, but I won't be able to make your video soon enough, not because I don't want to, but because It's hard, It's kinda annoying and I can't seem to find the time to do it. Please! you know how much you mean to me! even if you don't like Avril (secretly I know you do) don't take this the wrong way, the only thing that I need rigth now is more problems, and I don't want that.
I don't want to be feeling like this! I hate not having money to buy myself nice stuff, I hate that my friends go somewhere, and I can't go because I don't have the money. T___T although it's also kinda my fault, because I haven't filled the applications because I don't know how to do it, so many numbers that I don't know.. T___T. (I'm going to the movies by the way).
Ok I have to go, because I have so many things to do.
I fucking hate myself rigth now, and I usually love me (ugh! I sound like... a a fag or something)