What's the point?

[bonetop]

I have worked so hard since enrollihg in uni. I should have just stayed in the teaching fraternity by applying to be a full time teacher using my A level cert. At least I wouldn't be where I am now. Unemployed with no job prospect, a degree no one recognise. This time, it feels worse than 2011. At least in 2011, mama was working. I needn't worried about finances too much. Now it has just gotten worse. She quit her job and her health is declining. She has told me time and again that she wants me to support the family. That is a reasonable request IF I had a fucking job. No one wants to employ me. I have already lowered my expectations so far below and no one is impressed.

This life sucks. There isn't any way out. I have sent 200 resumes out and everyone has rejected me thus far. Nothing good has happened. It has 6 months and nothing good has happened. Nothing