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Again. I have done no work. Nothing. I just went to school, came home, surfed pro ana sites. Thats it. That is my life. I know i have so much work to do but i just cant bring myself to sit there and do. God, i am such a lazy fat-ass cow. I mean, i dont even exercise i just sit on my huge arse and surf the web. Every day. That is what my pathetic life amounts to. It fucking sucks. I feel sooooo fat. I cant be anorexic if i am this fucking fat. I wanna just give up. I might as well. I dotn think i have lost anything to be honest. Altough i havent weighed myself since Friday and would know if i had lost, gained or maintaned. I hope i have lost. Last time i wieghed in at 8st 13. (124) i have got so god damn far to go. I just want to wake up and be at my final goal weight, but no. I wake up everyday as the fat waste of space that i am. Shoot me. Shoot me now. Then i wont have to fucking wake up. Ever.