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I saw a posting today that asked:
" random question
how long does it usually take for your brain to be permanently (or not permanently) damaged from an ED?? "
I replied, numbly,
" How long?
When you go to sleep with the thought of weight/food/ana in your mind.
When you wake up with the thought of weight/food/ana on your mind.
When you no longer control your eating.
Your eating controls you. "
I read this, and sobbed.
As I write this, I wipe away tears.
For it's only when I wrote those words, that I knew that is ultimately the fate of this hardened road.
" random question
how long does it usually take for your brain to be permanently (or not permanently) damaged from an ED?? "
I replied, numbly,
" How long?
When you go to sleep with the thought of weight/food/ana in your mind.
When you wake up with the thought of weight/food/ana on your mind.
When you no longer control your eating.
Your eating controls you. "
I read this, and sobbed.
As I write this, I wipe away tears.
For it's only when I wrote those words, that I knew that is ultimately the fate of this hardened road.