rock steady ... yeah and my legs are wobbling
This is one of those mornings where I feel like screaming. And it's not even the damn morning anymore because I slept so long.
My grapefruit was overripe and not sour anymore :( no flavour whatsoever.
Last night when I was out at the Sugarhouse, one of my male friends who isn't exactly tactful anyway started slagging my boyfriend off to me, asking what I was doing with him and saying I could do much better. :( Piss off, I say. Welshy is a nicer and more fantastic person than he could ever know.
I spent more money than I should have last night on drink, which I shouldn't have done since all it accomplished was making me feel depressed and paranoid about everything. I need to stop spending, especially when I remember my parents are shelling out for me to go to uni, and on top of that have to spend lots on other things like stupid expensive cars. Luckily exam period is starting so people won't be going out as much, and everyone's poor anyway. I got an e-mail from dad asking me how much of my student loan I'd had, and just started crying. I HATE money sometimes.
I just feel down down down down down down down down down down. I'm going for lunch with Welshy later on and hopefully that will cheer me up.
Last night was just negative.
Gwen Stefani: can you cheer me up please?
My grapefruit was overripe and not sour anymore :( no flavour whatsoever.
Last night when I was out at the Sugarhouse, one of my male friends who isn't exactly tactful anyway started slagging my boyfriend off to me, asking what I was doing with him and saying I could do much better. :( Piss off, I say. Welshy is a nicer and more fantastic person than he could ever know.
I spent more money than I should have last night on drink, which I shouldn't have done since all it accomplished was making me feel depressed and paranoid about everything. I need to stop spending, especially when I remember my parents are shelling out for me to go to uni, and on top of that have to spend lots on other things like stupid expensive cars. Luckily exam period is starting so people won't be going out as much, and everyone's poor anyway. I got an e-mail from dad asking me how much of my student loan I'd had, and just started crying. I HATE money sometimes.
I just feel down down down down down down down down down down. I'm going for lunch with Welshy later on and hopefully that will cheer me up.
Last night was just negative.
Gwen Stefani: can you cheer me up please?