even i thought my lj days were long over...

Nov 11, 2004 03:44

so ive been at college for a while now, and gave up on this thing over a month ago. but now its 345 and im bored, so its been reincarnated, for tonight at least. i dont think anyone is going to read this, so this is more for me to read and look back on, so its kinda uncensored.

since my last entry covered just about everything, ill use that as a guide...

my roommate isnt that bad, doesnt love hulk hogan(openly at least) and is a journalism major, not an astronaut or some shit. he is a jewish, vegetarian member of the aclu, and does some horribly wierd things, but hes liveable.

chaminade is so far behind me that it doesnt matter anymore. my friends are who they are, my boys are who they are- high school is over.

when i went home for trinitys homecoming, it did feel damn good to beat them though. it was also the best weekend of my life... when you can get 40 people to come home just to hang out again means something. i think we all lucked out big time with the friends we made.

as for the girlfriend issue... if you ever, like EVER questioned the ability of you or the other half to be able to or to want to make things work, they dont have it. it is unbelievable how much college changes both of you... here i am a month later dealing with it still. things happen for a reason, and im waiting for the answer to this one every day.

being put into a new world, as college is, you no longer have the direct support of those who held you up all your life. you cant realize what 'being on your own' really means until you are. i have discovered so many things about myself in the last 2 weeks. making all new friends forces you to do something you havent done in so, so long. its a bitch, but its worth it. some of the friends i have made here i can already tell will be friends for life.

as for the "college experience" i think im on the right start... ive stayed up for just under 2 full days, ive woken up in the bathroom, on the floor of my room, in frat houses i dont remember going to, been addicted to roughly 3 things, been on 3 different things at the same time, gotten stopped by cops several times, been so hungover that i couldnt eat all day- but still drank that night, among other things. sorry if im happy for myself.

i really didnt have any plan for what i was going to put in here, so i guess thats it for now.
comment enough and i might be back... and if youre cool enough to anonymously insult me on the internet, you are obviously out of my league, so dont waste my time.
here are my pictures from college if youre interested
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