all i have are half empty bags of cheetos and late night reruns

[bonemachine_]

so i dont really know where my life is headed.
im still not sure what i want to pursue school wise.
i think i might have an idea though.
things at work are settling back down,
but im still not very happy there.
and on top of everything, i dont have anymore friends.
im done dealing with like 99.9% of high school people.
daniel is always working too. fucking target.
nikki has school and work and is trying take care of her stuff.
i just feel lost somewhere in the middle of all this shit.
i dont know how to feel or what to do anymore.
i dont have much going for me.
and i really wish i did.

im not sure of much anymore.
i know i love nikki.
i know i want to see her smile.
just so i can again.

goodnight.