Sad
Let me start out by saying I am an extremely good actress.
With that said, for the past 7 maybe 8 months I have been severely depressed. I have been fighting to not let it take hold but Ive ended up completely pretending. I am disconnected from life right now. I feel nothing right now. I am NUMB.
Its time for me to finally accept that I am prone to depression like the rest of my family and that its time I start taking some kind of meds for the time being.
Im trying to pull my self out of this and its really really hard. I need friends right now, I need to be active, I need to now allow my self to sit around at home.
I refuse to be like this anymore, its just really really difficult.
With that said, for the past 7 maybe 8 months I have been severely depressed. I have been fighting to not let it take hold but Ive ended up completely pretending. I am disconnected from life right now. I feel nothing right now. I am NUMB.
Its time for me to finally accept that I am prone to depression like the rest of my family and that its time I start taking some kind of meds for the time being.
Im trying to pull my self out of this and its really really hard. I need friends right now, I need to be active, I need to now allow my self to sit around at home.
I refuse to be like this anymore, its just really really difficult.