all your friends and sedatives means well but make it worse
i've quited my FKN JUNKIE LIFESTYLE for you.
i did.
so far.
if i holler let me go, if i falter let me know
i feel like i've been cheated. like you were playing some kind of sickened game with me, a stupid girl who were just looking for shelter.
i. was. just. looking. for. shelter.
and you made me feel like i had found it in your arms. and i trully believe that.
so far.
you've fooled me with such a perfect ability.
everything is wrong.
and you just don't care.
and i ain't got more words, i'm just repeating it all over again and again and again and again.
and i'm fucking fated to pretend, fact. i'm fated to pretend i'm okay, fated to pretend i was not expecting your call last night and all those other nights, to pretend that things between us didn't mean a thing, pretend that i wasn't in love with you as i've never been before.