Aug 23, 2004 10:20
::Rolls over, grabbing for D..finds empty space instead. Sighs and rolls onto his back..staring at the celing thoughtfully.. pulls the laptop off the nightstand and goes to his journal::
What a weekend..Fuck..I stayed faithful to Howie.. I had hot women all over the place and all over me and I stayed faithful to Howie. And the thing with Polly.. that was okay. I wanted her, bad.. I DO want her bad but maybe I'm learning I dont have to have everything I want. He's so good to me, and i just can't hurt him. So no playing around for me. Well, except for that threesome but he was there so it hardly counts. That was fuckin' hot too.. Love Angie. Those tits, damn..and the fact she gets off on the two of us messin with each other too..
Then there is Nick, and Annie. He has a daughter, and he is so good with her, of course, he loves kids.. and damn that kid is so much like him. Cuter, but like him. Why the hell Kevin left I dont know..he's got a nice family there. Dont wanna think about it.
Libby is my new best friend. Howies been holding out on me, keeping her from me..damn. He hadta know she and I would hit it off.. and she has the fuckin' job too.. she knows it. Like I said, I'm an easier keep than Howie is..but liek I can say No to her.
I loved this weekend. This weekend I fell in love with my Sweet D just a little bit more. I hear him now, its very faint..he's outside talking with someone..Nick.. and the rise and fall of his voice just grabs me..its like a fuckin' magnet. I have to see him, touch him..
Closes the laptop, stands with a stretch, and wanders off to find coffee and his Sweet D..