well okay...

[bondgrrl]

first i want to show you this:

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i didnt win the public radio quest yet i have scored some awesome contacts/expeirence and now have fine tuned myself in a way i had no idea. gives me hope.

i am doing a new podcast:

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[mercury_lust]

i am proud of you. it seems we are both where we should be. i dreamed about you and your old apartment last night. it was really vivid. i remember hearing about bridger all the time. i think of you always. i remember when i was not the best friend to you andi didnt understand why you left. you were perhaps not the best friend to me at times, too. i took things too personally. i never understood, like you did at the time, that people do things for their own reasons and if it affects others, its not meant to. i dont judge you. sometimes i think i should just let it go, and i do. other times i think back to seventh grade, being 20, all the times before and after and in between, and i miss you so much. i dont care about any of it. youll always be a sister even though you are away. i will always love you and be sorry for whatever part i played in our departure from that closeness. i still wonder if i will hear from you. you say you sing to me. here: "i love you always forever near or far well stick toether everywhere i will be with you everything i will do for you say youll love me always forveer never stop not for whatever near or far and always and everything...." so maybe ill hear from you. if not, i send my love. im an emo hipster bitch, sorry i had to say it all. ill probably try again in another year if its still like this. all the best, always. k.*

k*

[bondgrrl]

thank you kristin,

i saw across the universe, before you wrote this, and its true i cried.

in relation to us, the universe does have a funny way of 'eye to eye:ing lovers.'

wanna get some tea?

b