sU.r.Pr.ising.
it shouldnt matter...
...how i start to tell what i just want to say to everyone who wonderzZz 'how i am'
i feel a bit proud of how open i have allowed myself to bee. scarzZz make the rest blend. this is only form my perception. from my experience.
here are my fruits. lets have a snack...
by the way what izZz y our favorite snack?
i wrote this last night...its a poem. <---i say this a if my pet hamster number 15 has just died...the whole poem thing. i wish i could just bash some onezZz face in rather than right a fucking poem at the moment. and no i dont mean YOU...any of YOU...
my hands now tremble
from all that they hold
never did i thikn i'd see the day
my hands would tremble
the words you say
when i think of how volnrable we all can bee
i used to feel so free
but now your on this list
of men who built a wall
made me ball
i'm sorry yes i auumm
cuz i too feel so condemed.
so that was that. i need to wash my handzZz now. *brb*
so i wrote this down as well:
HUM ...an...bEe:ing
i am bEe:ing!! <-- the second explenation point should have a lil heARt not a dot.
<3,
bEe
then i wrote and illistrated half a story about how these two charaterzZz i like to draw. i am so excited about it. its FAT.ANT and BEE.BOY. it starts with FAT.ANT thinking a poem:
'it would bEe nice if i had some ice...
...to put in some cream so that i may dream.
(A FAT.ANT STORY)
thats what i wrote on the 1st page.
then the 2nd one...
FAT.ANT woke up under last weeks newspaper three blocks from the captiol building of Seedz City.
'oh holy hay...what izZz today?! must bee...well about MAY! how long was i napping? and whats with all this clapping?!'
in the distance there was a parade about to turn corner of FAT.ANT...
a parade for BEE.BOY!!!!the super BEE.BOY who protects Seedz ethereal intieror. he izZz highly respected. loved by all who live in Seedz City.
FAT.ANT said sighing,"oh howzZz an ANT to nap when every child woman and man will stop to clap!?"
see FAT.ANT just took in a WHOLE bunch of energy from all that he consumed. so he had to rest so he could bee his best.
to bee continued...
hell yeah its like a clips show...
these next two things i wrote about past present future what ever...and no its not about YOU.
"i made you some ART ...then you tore out my heART."
"i gave into you...now yer into WHO?omg."
oh yes i "" omg... i'll do it again
"omg"
my new years resalution is to stay open and honest.
'i am in a bit of shock. of what i have omitted to another human. its what makes me tremble. in my throat and in my temple. '
i am very surprised at myself. and proud that i can say i have felt the way i do now. *puts it in my pocket* <3 <3
...how i start to tell what i just want to say to everyone who wonderzZz 'how i am'
i feel a bit proud of how open i have allowed myself to bee. scarzZz make the rest blend. this is only form my perception. from my experience.
here are my fruits. lets have a snack...
by the way what izZz y our favorite snack?
i wrote this last night...its a poem. <---i say this a if my pet hamster number 15 has just died...the whole poem thing. i wish i could just bash some onezZz face in rather than right a fucking poem at the moment. and no i dont mean YOU...any of YOU...
my hands now tremble
from all that they hold
never did i thikn i'd see the day
my hands would tremble
the words you say
when i think of how volnrable we all can bee
i used to feel so free
but now your on this list
of men who built a wall
made me ball
i'm sorry yes i auumm
cuz i too feel so condemed.
so that was that. i need to wash my handzZz now. *brb*
so i wrote this down as well:
HUM ...an...bEe:ing
i am bEe:ing!! <-- the second explenation point should have a lil heARt not a dot.
<3,
bEe
then i wrote and illistrated half a story about how these two charaterzZz i like to draw. i am so excited about it. its FAT.ANT and BEE.BOY. it starts with FAT.ANT thinking a poem:
'it would bEe nice if i had some ice...
...to put in some cream so that i may dream.
(A FAT.ANT STORY)
thats what i wrote on the 1st page.
then the 2nd one...
FAT.ANT woke up under last weeks newspaper three blocks from the captiol building of Seedz City.
'oh holy hay...what izZz today?! must bee...well about MAY! how long was i napping? and whats with all this clapping?!'
in the distance there was a parade about to turn corner of FAT.ANT...
a parade for BEE.BOY!!!!the super BEE.BOY who protects Seedz ethereal intieror. he izZz highly respected. loved by all who live in Seedz City.
FAT.ANT said sighing,"oh howzZz an ANT to nap when every child woman and man will stop to clap!?"
see FAT.ANT just took in a WHOLE bunch of energy from all that he consumed. so he had to rest so he could bee his best.
to bee continued...
hell yeah its like a clips show...
these next two things i wrote about past present future what ever...and no its not about YOU.
"i made you some ART ...then you tore out my heART."
"i gave into you...now yer into WHO?omg."
oh yes i "" omg... i'll do it again
"omg"
my new years resalution is to stay open and honest.
'i am in a bit of shock. of what i have omitted to another human. its what makes me tremble. in my throat and in my temple. '
i am very surprised at myself. and proud that i can say i have felt the way i do now. *puts it in my pocket* <3 <3